Category: Diary

My beautiful cat Watley passed away this morning, outside, under the warm sun. His favorite place to be. He was my baby dude; kitten sized and skinny, never weighing much more than a feather. But he was always sickly, and had gone blind three years ago. I hope he felt my love when he left me. I hope he knew how special he was. How funny he was. Oh lord, I’ve never had such a funny cat in my life.

There’s a hole in my heart, it hurts so bad. God, I miss my baby dude. He was only 9. He was just a baby 🙁

He’ll come back home to me in about 3 weeks. 💙

Feeling pretty good, considering it’s a bad anniversary for me today. Physically, I am stuff, sore, and sunburnt from working a yard sale two days ago. Oh the painnnn >.<

I got about 18 inches cut off my hair on Friday. It feels soooo good. Nice and cool 😊 I really need to get haircuts more frequently than every 4-6 years.

I happened upon a video on Tiktok a few months ago of a woman getting about two feet of hair cut, crying, with the caption “Hair Holds Trauma”. It stayed with me, and I knew my next haircut would be emotional after reading that. The aforementioned bad anniversary is related to the trauma I hope I’ve shed by cutting this hair off. Any hair I had when the event and its aftermath occurred is now gone, no longer a part of me, and… honestly, even it’s kinda woowoo, I am all for it and yes, it actually feels good. 🙂

Time to get to the store to ask for a loan on the BP meds my Doctor is dragging his feet authorizing… I only need them to survive, nbd, take your time….